real life and monument restroom.

there are two restrooms that i typically deal with. one is monument restroom, and the other is coaster. the differences between these two are night and day, heaven and hell, light and dark, basically as opposite as possible. in coaster restroom nothing that could go wrong, does. in monument, everything that could possibly ever go wrong in a restroom, does. i'll spare you the details, because honestly, i don't really want to recall them. coaster is the way it goes when it goes the way you feel like it should. monument is much closer to reality. it's bitter, it's mean, i swear that bathroom has a personality and that personality is pure evil. but sometimes, i've gotta deal with it.

when you wake up in the morning, take those first steps out of bed, what do you think it's gonna be? each day has a great deal of potential. damn. that sounds kind of cheezy. let me put it this way, your day can be a monument day, or a coaster day.

i met a couple on saturday celebrating their 50th anniversary at our park. i was genuinely impressed and infinitely jealous. my parents are going to celebrate their 32nd wedding anniversary this year, and in november my brother and his longtime girlfriend are getting married. and then there's me. i don't want to come off sounding whiny, because that is definitely not what i'm going for. lately i've been thinking about it more than other times. it being love. because as the foo fighters say "he's never been in love, but he knows just what love is" (friend of a friend) it's just a matter of finding it. all i have to say is for those of you who are in love, or have someone- hold on to them. it helps someone like me keep searching for someone.
mes along
i don't know. i guess kermit the frog and rowlf the dog can say it better than i can.