we'll scream loud at the top of our lungs.

"we'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
and they'll say it's just 'cause we're young
but we'll feel so alive
Throw it away,
forget yesterday,
we'll make the great escape"
-boys like girls, the great escape.

I turned 21 two months ago. 21 is still young. i forget that fact some times. it's hard to forget your youth, but when it comes down to it, it's not that hard. especially not with the life i lead here. i work. 5 days a week. when i'm not working, i'm typically recovering from the work week. i've got rent payments. the money left after rent and taxes, goes to groceries. the money left after groceries, goes to spending money. which i really need to start saving. so i can fly back to NM for the brother's wedding. it's like i'm growing up.

the thing is, i'm not grown up. i'm still very much a kid. every video game i have my user profile is named the kid. i'm in no rush to grow up. it's important that i put that in writing so that when i start freaking out about things that i've got time to figure out (god willing) i can remember that 21, is still young.

so you know what, screw it. let's get drunk and ride around, make peace with an empty town, cause we can make it right.