do you remember that?

many months ago,
i pledged to grow up. essentially. maybe not so much grow up as man up.
do you remember that?

i think that pledge was a big part of the reason i'm where i am now. that being florida. that being disneyworld. that being the disney college program. i wanted to do something for myself. something that would help for the long run. this was a good opportunity. it still is. by the time i leave here, i should have a ton of marketable skills, completely unrelated to what i actually did here. i'll probably be at least 50lbs lighter, and who knows what else. i have a few hopes, but i won't get too wrapped in them, because that's when troubles start. when you get stuck focusing on what you think should be rather than what is. when you're too busy looking for things to come, to notice the things you're standing in. in the next couple weeks, the worlds we know, will once again start turning the way they should for the most part. one, fairly big difference mind you, that of course, being the fact that i'm in florida.

i've decided to get in the habit of working out again. really, that's all this post is based on. the fact that i'm planning on adding 2-3 days of actual excercise on top of the 5 days of working/walking around in billion degree heat. and i'm excited about that. right now. we'll see how i feel in the morning.