do you believe in what you want?

"spinning and spinning
do you believe in what you want?
dancing, in plastic shake up snow,
do you believe in what you want?"
jimmy eat world - believe in what you want

things happen for a reason. whether you believe in god, fate, destiny or anything, things happen for a reason. whether you accept it or not, things happen for a reason. who knows what the reason. usually you don't find clarity right away. sometimes it takes months for something to make sense.

it's beginning to seem like this is the right way.
and i know, come tomorrow night when i go to bed in my orlando hotel, the hours of packing, the months of frustration, the 25 extra bucks for the extra bag that is pretty much unavoidable at this point, the 80 bucks for luggage set, the hundred dollar plane ticket, the 76 dollar hotel night, the 20dollar shuttle ride, wrestling 3 bags and 2 carryons around an airport, hotel, shuttle, airport, another shuttle, apartment complex, moving in, and finally some rest, will all be worth it. it just might take a while to see it.

"I've got my things, I'm good to go
You met me at the terminal
Just one more plane ride and it's done"
-jack's mannequin - bruised