here in this moment i am happy, happy.

wow.
i just got back from the first of what i expect to be many nights in the big beautiful world of disney.
wow.
i realized that i get to do for free what people pay hundreds of dollars to do
wow.
i realized that even in lines, which i hate, i can still keep a smile on my face.
i'm beginning to realize that i don't completely hate the humidity.
i'm beginning to realize just how great this all is.
minus the getting up at the butt crack of dawn. that i could do without.

wow.
i just realized how lucky i am to have this opportunity, how exciting this opportunity is, how great the next seven months of my life are going to be, how awesome my this is. aggh. it's a lot to handle. for real.

all i know is that i'm excited, and i finally realize just how great this all is.

wow.