not everyone here

*disclaimer: this post will contain profanity. sorry.

"so don't let the world
bring you down
not everyone here is THAT FUCKED UP
and cold
remember why you came, and while you're alive,
experience the warmth, before you grow
old."
-incubus, the warmth.

i can always fall to incubus' the warmth whenever i need it. because sometimes i need to be reminded that the world isn't that fucked up and cold. that there are people who are good. there are people who understand the work people put in and appreciate that same work. people who don't a)complain about how dirty the restroom is and then B)complain about how long it takes to clean that same restroom. people can be: rude, disgusting, terrible, awful, cold. but not all of them. and not always. sometimes you just have to step back, take a deep breath and remind yourself that not everyone here is that fucked up and cold.

now, it's the morning after. i had a dream about a waterpark and a dog last night. it was probably the happiest dream i've ever had. it couldn't have come on a better night. i think i need to go to the waterparks soon.

The days just slip and slide
Like they always did
The trouble is my head
Won't let me forget
-the killers, why do i keep counting?

the trouble is, my head won't let me forget. as much as i want to just be done with yesterday and all that came with it, my head won't let me forget. but, i also remember the dream so anytime i think of yesterday, i'll just replace those thoughts with thoughts of the dream with a dog, and a waterpark. that should work?