are you dizzy yet?

today's the first day i've really gotten the chance to relax around here.
i mean, sure the first few days i got to sort of slow down, but those were sort of anxious days- hearing about everyone else's work, and how much they enjoy it, and how much i was looking forward to hitting it on my own.

ten days later, i sit here typing about nothing. i'm awake because i haven't gotten home till at least 1AM for the past 3 days, and as such, my brain's not quite ready to go to sleep.

i think today is the first day that i admitted that i miss parts of home. that's not to say i don't love it here, that's not to say i want to go home, that's simply saying that there are parts of home (and school) that i miss. which will happen anywhere you go.

there's just so much here to see, so much to do, and even though right now it seems like an eternity, so little time. it's kind of making my head spin.

i guess i'll hold on, wait until the room stops.